December 14th, 2007

dance with me


I am overwhelmed with Christmas shopping, with disappearing money and I'm having the best time of my life.

I was just reading some of Colton's LJ's (because I have deleted him from my friends) and for those of you who are on both sides of this story.... I'm having the best time of my life. Sometimes, I wish that it could never happen. I'm feel free to be the person I want to be, not forced to be the person who I should be. It's nice to be able to make commitments to so many friends and feel involved with the school with out having to worry about my head being bitten off. The drama is still there, it will always be there.... but, secretly, I love the drama. I want as much drama as I can, because sooner than later it's all going to become real and we are going to have to realize that we are going to have to completly grow up. I'm not quite sure I want that.

For the moment, I'm obsessed with getting Cornelius to talk to me. Today, I talked to him. I discovered he's not so sane, and wants to become an architect. I have hopes. I really do.

I am fairly certian that Cottey College will be one of my choices for next year (seeing that Mrs. Adams Loupret returned their call today and the lady was quite excited about me) and therefore, if Cottey is my choice I do not want to get involved in any romantic interests. Thus, I purely want to be friends with Cornelius and nothing else. I'm workin' on it slowly. It's painful..... 

Omar and I went shopping today. I hate shopping for my mom. It's terrible. We watched the Golden Compass.
I get a computer for christmas.
I am sooo excited about starting our geneology project for philosophy.

The dance was fun. I had a blast getting ready with Jaclyn, and Jess... the best was that I totally was beautiful and Cornelius totally missed out. So did Colten (on the Jaclyn).... then at the dance, it was fun to watch Mallory's boi (shane) dance.... in general I had a half decent time.... Only eight more to go.

I am soo tired. I want to go to bed. 
I want to go to Missoroi (I'm going to have to learn how to spell that)